Ok ok - so you open up a diary - one in which you have religiously kept up-to-date daily apppointments and information for the last 7 years, and the last entry was dated 6 months prior. No problems - you don't think anything of it.
Then only 3 days later you are looking at an event, via the internet, that is being promoted from last month (September) until 6 months hence - and you think, "What! I have to wait until September this year before I can get any tickets!" And today is actually October 5th - you were immediately transported back in time to 6 months ago, when September WOULD have been "later this year". You think hold on a minute ... is the universe trying to tell me something here?
Well, 6 months ago - almost to the day, my life was put on hold - so to speak. Dad was in hospital undergoing cancer surgery, and since then me and my younger sister have literally put everything on hold to get him through this, and he has come through this - he's almost 95% back to normal. However what a strain it has been certainly for me - on my business, my family life, my social life and also my emotional, psychological and physical health - and because I was so busily involved caring - I didn't notice these last 3 areas. Until that is - this week.
The universe showed me TWICE through my empty diary and also my internal diary that I was still locked into 6months ago - the stress of THEN has kept part of me back then. I did not need showing a third time for I have come to respect the universe's messages.
So I decided - with back up support from my therapist and my younger sister - that I needed to take time out to recoup my own health, family, business and social life. So I have decided to take this next few weeks out - to keep away physically from dad because the 'contact' was sooo draining - even though I believed I was using all of my trainings and techniques to keep me 'from going under' - and they were working however I didn't look at my 'Parts' that were locked in time to 6months ago - locked in time due to the stresses that arose from that time onwards. In fact I was pinching from Peter to pay Paul (to quote an old saying) - and the energy barrel was almost depleted.
Business is picking up - and I am not going to go like a bull at a gate at it, I am going to allow the busienss to come to me - and it will. I am going to work deliberatly solidly on releasing the 'locked in parts' over this next week, using TAT and ET - for those are the techniques I know are needed for ME at THIS TIME. Aswell as sleep and relaxation of course and a very supportive hubby.
And what about my sister - well we're different thank goodness. I'm the touchy-feely one (in touch with energies) and am somewhat right-brained and she is very logical and down-to-earth and left-brained. And she deals with dad differently.
So if you notice any 'messages from the universe' please listen to them - don't let yourself be shown or told a 3rd time ....
All the best
Christina
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